You are young, and so much still awaits. I say, calm down. First off, if you are having a hard time with your roommates, get out of the situation. You need to give yourself the motivation to start looking for a new place, start by telling your landlord you're moving out (this will get the ball rolling). Then, when you are living in a healthy environment, the whole world will open up, and you will feel better, and the decision making process will be easier.


Hope the best for ya